i hate love ?

i don't know what is this feelin .. i sure do love him , but i have doubt on him .. i know he was totally care for me, but that girl, that silly , idiotic girl, said that he was doing the same thing to her , looked like what he did to me.. hew T.T

i hate that !

he said he chose me.. then why he did the same thing (as i was) to her ?? errrrggh!! i hate him ( but i love him) T.T

why GOD, i have to in love with this kind of jerk ? i just can't forget him .. CANNOT ! huhuuuuu :'(

HELP ME, LORD ! please ...