farewell

i guess this is it, huh?
mungkin ini bukan waktu yg tepat, mungkin ini bukan cara yg tepat.
tapi aku gtau knp,aku merasa harus nglakuin ini.. sebelum semua terlambat..

makasih ya, buat semua kenangan yg uda kamu kasi..
makasih, buat semua waktu yg uda kamu kasi..
makasih, buat kesediaanmu mendengarkan semua keluh kesahku..
makasih, buat semua saran (yg masuk akal & yg tidak, yg bagus & yg jelek | xP)
makasih, buat semua cerita yg kamu bagi, buat semua kepercayaanmu ke aku buat membantumu mengatasi masalah yg kamu hadepin..
makasih, buat sebuah perasaan nyaman berada di dalam lingkup keluarga, keluargamu
makasih, buat semua kesempatan membahagiakanmu (meski aku gtau aku gagal ato engga)
makasih, buat setaip perasaan yg aku rasa, karena kamu mengajarkan aku untuk dewasa..
makasih, karna kamu, aku tau gimana rasanya cemburu x)
dan makasih, untuk semua hal, besar maupun kecil, yg sudah terjadi antara kita :D

aku g tau dan sangat ingin tau, knp kamu berubah sekarang..
kamu berubah, di saat aku tau, aku mungkin tdk akan bisa sedekat ini denganmu lagi..
aku yakin saat ini, apa yg aku rasa bukan sekedar apa yg aku rasa..
aku tau ini nyata dan sedang terjadi..
maav, kalau selama ini aku pernah berbuat salah..
maav, kalau selama ini aku pernah membuatmu mendapat masalah..
dan maav, buat sebuah perasaan sayang, yg sampai sekarang masih ada^^
tapi jangan kawatir, rasa ini akan berlalu..
sama seperti berlalunya cerita ini..
dan itu sudah dimulai, saat kau tak lagi berbagi..
bukan saat kau pergi..

au revoir amour ♥ je vais essayer de vivre sans toi :')
*goodbye love, i'll try to live without you*

jusqu'à ce que toujours, vous aurez toujours une place dans mon cœur. et quand tu reviens, ces mains vous accueillera toujours grande ouverte ♥
*sampai selamanya, kamu akan selalu memiliki tempat di hatiku. dan ketika kamu kembali, tangan ini akan selalu terbuka lebar menyambutmu*

farewell, bro
farewell, kebo
farewell, nuno

:')

xoxo sapi . lhona . illona xoxo

that

less than a month..
less than a month from now and you are gonna leave me..
another goodbye..
huft~
can i handle it this time?
you know, you said that we can have momments together before you leave..
but the fact is, you didn't even reply my text!
i started to have a negative thinking , you know..
like, maybe you don't want me to be a lot more sad if you leave or some..
*actually, it's not really a bad thought*
but hey..
i am here, want to have some quality time with you..
since you gonna leave me here,
alone,
again :'(
well, anyway, i kinda miss you right now..
want to talk to you badly!
since we both know, if you leave to jakarta, our talking time will be less then ours know..
and i'm sure you personally realize that our talking time here is definitely less than we used to have!
bzzzt~
i kinda scared that you care to that girl again!!!!
huaaaaah @.@
CANT BE LAAA!!!
hehe :P
xoxo17 times ! :)

xoxo 17 times !!

is it possible that the word 'i LOVE you' also saved in the deepest part of your heart ?? xoxo buff !

when you're not around

When You're Not Around

You come into my life
And then you go away
You make me feel like a fool
For wanting you to stay
But I'm a busy guy
A lot of things to do
But there's a reason why
Some of them just seem to lose their flavor

I feel like death warmed up
I can't taste the coffee in my cup
I feel so low I'm underground
Every time you're not around

And if I didn't feel so high
And if I didn't feel so proud
Then I wouldn't cry
I wouldn't feel so down
When you're not around

You come and fill me up
With ecstasy and pain
And then I run on empty
'Til I see you again
But I've got things to do
And places I can go
I guess I can't blame you
If some of them just seem to feel like nowhere

No, I don't feel so great
I can't taste the sandwich on my plate
I try to sing but there's no sound
Every time you're not around

And if I didn't feel so high
And if I didn't feel so proud
Then I wouldn't cry
I wouldn't feel so down
When you're not around

breathless

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do
And if we had babies
they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made
And if we had babies
they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know
how very special you are

Chorus

You must have been sent
from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love
believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day
deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus x 2

Breathless


*dedicated to my angel from my past :)*

today , 05:38 pm

i'm tired of crying , but this tears just won't stop flowing :'(

how i love you

" for every desicion about your dream , i'll always be there and support you . for every desicion about you and me , i'll always be here , waiting for you "

lhonasuper