Tuesday, April 27, 2010

i hate love ?

i don't know what is this feelin .. i sure do love him , but i have doubt on him .. i know he was totally care for me, but that girl, that silly , idiotic girl, said that he was doing the same thing to her , looked like what he did to me.. hew T.T

i hate that !

he said he chose me.. then why he did the same thing (as i was) to her ?? errrrggh!! i hate him ( but i love him) T.T

why GOD, i have to in love with this kind of jerk ? i just can't forget him .. CANNOT ! huhuuuuu :'(

HELP ME, LORD ! please ...

i love my fellas

i am a student in a social class named XI social 2 .. i'm very thankful can meet those people .. they are very energic, funny , happy , etc ! I LOVE ALL OF THEM !! i love every detail of them *wew*

sianny , lawren , flat, defan , niti , tina , klemens , yole , paulus, bakpo, bebek, , bos , julius , kenny, robby , nia , phi2, bella , pk , wanda , oshin , cecex , prat, jess , jegi , claire --->>>>> I LOVE YOU GUYS !!

Friday, April 9, 2010

i miss you

when the wind blows coldly
i'm sittin here lookin at my phone
wishing inside my heart :
if somehow there will be your name on it , callin

i know we are no longer together
but i can't stay far from you
you promise me that one too !

i asked for nothing , dear
just , i need you by my side in my darkest time
your promise means nothin when you don't do it , dear

i know
i understand you've been busy
you have deadline to do
and i'm not gonna disturb it
not at all !

i only want you to really mean what you say
' i'll talk to you later '
when is it , dear ?
huft ~

i miss you ,
so much !
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